My darling Pari,
I have been thinking about this from a very long time. Have been trying to find a way out of this very difficult situation, but nothing seems to guide me. Staying perplexed isn’t going to help and I need to make up my mind finally. I have no clue how to put the storm running in my mind in the form of words. Words so clear that would tell you how worried I have been about you, your future and happiness.
I know, it’ll be very difficult for me to make you understand why I chose a future for you the way I have. Fathers are so important in life. I know it very well from personal experience. I’d always dreamt of my daughter as her father’s girl just like I always have been. But dreams don’t always come true in the exact form you’d love them to be.
I just hope (desperately and sincerely) from the bottom of my heart that someday when you’ll be a big girl and will come to me with countless questions about why we no longer live with your father, I’d have the courage to explain it all to you in its true form.
I want you to know love, that I left no stone unturned to find a solution to this grave situation. I tried my best to find a way that we all could continue living together, but nothing seems to be working. I have always been an ardent optimist and I dare to believe that everything will be alright someday soon. Maybe not exactly the way we’d love it to be, but definitely more pleasant than what it is now.
I am aware you’ll be reading this many years from today. All I wish from the bottom of my heart is that someday you’ll understand why your mum made the choices she did. Always remember sweetheart, that mum always had you as her top priority while making the very difficult choices years ago.
Always stay happy, healthy and content my darling.
Love and blessings,
Song on my mind: