Deja vu

On By MeghaIn Perspective

It has been an emotionally draining week. My subconscious and gut instincts seemed to have been working over time, making me very uneasy and confused. I had been getting flashes of many memories I thought I had successfully buried with my dead marriage. This week proved me wrong and also right on a number of counts.

Today brought along answers to a lot of things I had been sensing all this while. My first reaction was going numb for a long while, unable to let go of the scary Deja vu feeling that came along.  I am holding back the details for now, but I’ll surely be writing all my thoughts and emotions. I know I will need them to analyse a lot of important things that are about to happen in my & Pari’s life. Events that are inevitable.

The fear and stress gifted me with a dull, boring, gnawing at my very being; headache. It’s been over eight hours since my head has been threatening to explode, and I am aware it’ll take a while for this throb to die down.

Till the clouds of fear and confusion decide to give way to clear vision & thoughts, I’ll refrain from writing any further about it. But, I’ll be back soon, with greater details.

The song on my mind: Ae dil e nadaan ~ Razia Sultan

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