It has been an emotionally draining week. My subconscious and gut instincts seemed to have been working over time, making me very uneasy and confused. I had been getting flashes of many memories I thought I had successfully buried with my dead marriage. This week proved me wrong and also right on a number of counts.
Today brought along answers to a lot of things I had been sensing all this while. My first reaction was going numb for a long while, unable to let go of the scary Deja vu feeling that came along. I am holding back the details for now, but I’ll surely be writing all my thoughts and emotions. I know I will need them to analyse a lot of important things that are about to happen in my & Pari’s life. Events that are inevitable.
The fear and stress gifted me with a dull, boring, gnawing at my very being; headache. It’s been over eight hours since my head has been threatening to explode, and I am aware it’ll take a while for this throb to die down.
Till the clouds of fear and confusion decide to give way to clear vision & thoughts, I’ll refrain from writing any further about it. But, I’ll be back soon, with greater details.
The song on my mind: Ae dil e nadaan ~ Razia Sultan
Hugs ME. Please do try to distract yourself when things are getting like this. Hope you will feel better real soon.
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I just have one song for you from Rang De Basanti – “Roobaroo”. Thats what came to my mind when I read your post.
Strength and hugs:-)
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Hugs ME. Take care.
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Hugs……
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hugs hugs and tighter hugs
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good luck! hope everything works out for the best!
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Everything will be alright ME.. Just think whatever happens, happens for good.. I know it is easy to say but all positive thoughts & vibes to you dear..
All the best 🙂
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((hugs))
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Hope all is ok! Take care! 🙂
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Take care, girl!
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Until you convert your thoughts into words here, Keep Calm and enjoy Pari’s antics 😉
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All I can say is you and Pari will be alright..Just hang in there. Tight hugs sweety.
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Hope you’re feeling better now… HUGS!
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Hugs dear.. Plz take care and distract yourself with something that keep sur mind and body cool..
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……and this too shall pass…just hang in there dear……hugs
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