Attention

I am forever debating in my head if I’m giving enough attention to my child. Being a SAHM I am around my child most of the time in the morning preparing her for school, dropping her at the bus stop, picking her up in the afternoon, helping her with homework and also putting her to sleep. Not to forget the time spent trying to keep her fed and playing with her.

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In terms of invested time and energy, I’m investing 65% of what I have on weekdays and perhaps 80% on weekends. But, still there are occasions when Pari complains “Mumma you aren’t paying attention to me.”

The first time she told me this, my eyes popped out & my jaw dropped in disbelief. In my head, I muttered “What on earth does paying attention mean, for a 4-year-old?”.

Initially I dismissed it as a one-off thing on my child’s part and soon forgot about it. But hardly a day or two had passed when Pari said the same thing again. This time, I chose to stop whatever I was doing and get to listen her point of view.

After beating about the bush when Pari finally got to the point, these were her words, “Mumma I’m not saying you don’t do enough for me, but when you are with me, you aren’t paying attention to me.”

“You are busy staring on your computer screen, rushing me around in the time you’ve got free but you are not really listening to what I have to say or seeing what I’ve to show.”

“Love is more than just a feeling: it’s a process requiring continual attention.” ~Molleen Matsumura

I promised Pari to think about it and change my ways and couldn’t help but probe myself deeper to see why Pari had been feeling so.

I ran the events of the day and also the past few days in my head and this was what I found. I work from home and that makes my working hours rather erratic. I don’t have a defined schedule hence while I am spending time with my child, in my mind I am busy drafting articles and checking my iPad at every beep.

This behavior isn’t going unnoticed by my child. When I’m in the middle of an article and Pari approaches me for something, I do respond but mostly with my one eye or my mind still glued to the computer screen.

There is so much talk about quality time and quantity time spent with children. In my case, I believe I’m investing a lot of time in my child, but the reality isn’t exactly so in Pari’s eyes. There was dearth of positive attention.

That’s why I chose to sit with her, during our story-telling sessions or while sharing how our day has been to get her views on what kind of attention she craves for. Things have changed dramatically from then on.

I still have the same 24 hours in my day, I still am working the same as earlier, just have realigned my priorities and execution plan. The times Pari said she’s happy managing on her own, I let her be. I trust her to do her thing, her way, like eating snacks the way she enjoys. Not probing, spoon-feeding her. Surprisingly, it has made room for lot of time I was wasting earlier and giving me breaks to relax or do a thing of my own.

But the times when she really likes to me to be around her, I turn off my computer, not respond to notifications on my gadgets and be exclusively with her.

Needless to say, Pari is liking our times together but the truth is, I’m loving the attention she has started giving me cause I’ve started showing her that I care for her needs.

“Whenever she turned her steep focus to me, I felt the warmth that flowers must feel when they bloom through the snow, under the first concentrated rays of the sun.”
~ Janet Fitch

Are you paying enough attention to your child? 

* This post is part of the April A to Z Challenge 2016. My theme is Parenting.

Please find my other posts here.

73 thoughts on “Attention

    1. I know Dil, we all parents face trouble in this area. I still do but now that Pari has started speaking about issues (which I encourage) I’m beginning to see the flip side of the many things I really didn’t see as a problem earlier.

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  1. Smita

    I hear you! Like my brat asked me, Mumma why are you always looking into your mobile and I realised I take my multi tasking too far and when am with him my full attention shud be only on him.

    Isn’t parenting like this only? We live and we learn 🙂

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    1. Most certainly Smita. Every time pari has to speak to me she starts with Turn that iPad off first”.
      Parenting is about learning as we imagine to be teaching our children 🙂

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    1. Actually that’s so true. And since I write a personal blog, I can safely say that the love and attention my readers have poured over me has made me who I am today 🙂

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  2. That’s one brilliant post. I’m not a parent yet. But I could very well understand what you and Pari went through. It happens with your partner too. When I blog or cook or read, I was never able to pay 100% attention to P. I later realized that he was feeling a lil’ blue. Attention is important and I loved the quotes you shared. Awesome! Way to go, girl! 🙂

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    1. True Shalzzz, every relationship craves for attention and half-hearted attention hurts as bad as ignoring someone altogether.
      Glad that you liked my post 😊
      Love to have you around ❤

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  3. Tell me about it! I work from home too and only someone who’s been in our shoes how tough it is with kids wanting your attention.
    I try to be ‘with’ my kids when they want me. I’ve found that its kind of a break and a recharge for me too. It helps me concentrate on work better.

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  4. What an A for Amazing start to the A to Z Challenge, My Era. Working from home can fling a serious spanner in the works as far as time management and attention management goes. I think children are our best teachers in various aspects of life – simply because they do not carry the baggage we collect as we go along in life.

    Looking forward to your posts – and I think you’re going to rock! Love and hugs, Vidya

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    1. Totally agree Vidya. Children help us look at life with fresh eyes and that is one of the many wonderful aspects of parenthood 😀
      Thank you so much for your motivation to keep me going in this challenge 🙂

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  5. elixired

    Hey, I am first time here through A to Z Challenge. You have narrated it so well. It is surprizing how sometimes children teach us the simplest things and direct us to a better self. Loved the post!

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    1. Welcome to my blog Elixired 🙂
      I agree children have a way of showing us the perspectives we never knew existed.
      I’m glad you liked my blog. Hope to see you around 🙂

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  6. inquisitivegeet

    Kids.. they are very keen at observing what adults are doing and they pick up really fast… And the questions that she puts up to you, shows how much has been going in her mind.. SAHM does make the schedule and work a bit erratic.. but finding the right balance must be the key I guess..

    Loved your blog 🙂

    Cheers
    Geets

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    1. Welcome to my online abode Geet 🙂
      Kids have a way of making the parents go ‘Wow’ every time they speak their mind. It’s for our mutual good to pay heed to what they’ve to say, after all, no parent has ever lived in peace after ignoring what a child has to say 😉

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    1. True Roshan, the quantity alone can never make up for the times the child wants her parent to be around them, irrespective of what time of the day it is.
      I’m slowly learning to pick up the signs to make life easier and happier for me and my child 😀

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    1. Welcome to my space 😀
      First things first I love your name or rather the blog name ~ Fabulus , it’s a fabulous choice indeed.
      I’m glad you liked my post.
      Let’s rock this challenge, cheering each other 😀

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  7. Quality can never replace quantity. As a SAHM one needs to cautious to give the space and to be there with the child when required as sometimes the situations curb the best of us and with nowhere to vent out we get distracted.

    Well done on this post! waiting to read more…

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    1. Rightly said Ira, attention is something we all crave for but knowing how to best give it is learnt with experience.
      I’m getting there at striking a good balance between quality and quantity time spent with my child, slowly 😀
      Thank you, hope to see you around 🙂

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  8. Novemberschild

    Right from the beginning, it’s critical that children have experiences and relationships that show them they are valued, capable human beings who bring pleasure to others. Positive attention, reactions and responses from key grown-ups help children build a picture of how valued they are. From the moment they’re born, children are paying attention to what you say and do – and, perhaps even more so, how you say and do it. Even newborns are ready to relate, communicate and learn from everything and everybody around them. The more you respond and initiate communication with babies, the more they benefit.

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  9. This is a very important aspect of a parent’s as well as children’s life and today’s parents don’t give attention to their children, don;t ask them to hare everything with them. I’m glad you took this as the first post for this month. Loved it totally. I’m sure Pari is as lucky to have you as her mother.as I’m to have my mother. Keep coming with more such nice posts!! Thanks!
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    1. Thank you Abhinav for your wonderful words 🙂
      It does take a conscious effort to give positive attention to children who are highly receptive to our actions and copy them as it is in their lives. I’m taking baby steps in changing my ways for a positive hangs in life.
      All the best for A to Z Challenge 😀

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      1. U r most welcome!! I understand as I see children in my relations and they don’t have time to upbring their children in a better way. I feel sad for them then. They don’t say anything if child behaves badly, they really dnt bother and thwy dont know this boosts them to do same thing again and again. Thanks and Gudluck to you too! Looking for more posts from you!! 🙂

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  10. “What on earth does paying attention mean, for a 4-year-old?”

    This is such an important point, in interactions and relationships with anyone. Not what we think we are doing, but how we are actually coming across. Great post. Looking forward to B through Z. 🙂

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    1. Thank you Linda 🙂
      As parents, we so often tend to tower over our kids and take fancy in believing what difference could our actions make on a little child. Though the reality is entirely the opposite because we are unawares moulding a child’s future accordingly.
      Glad to have you around 😀

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    1. It’s high time we as parents put put our phones down and cut the gadget times to be able to enforce the same in our children who are getting losing the real essence of life in the virtual world by the minute.
      Glad to have you around Susan.
      All the best for the challenge 🙂

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  11. My little one also seeks for my attention all the time. I can never give her as much attention as she’d like but like you, I also try to spend quality time with her whenever I can nd that way both of us are happy. Having said that, I would still like to prioritise my commitments better to spend more time with her.

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    1. Welcome to my space Chicky 🙂
      I agree kids are so receptive to the love, care, attention and even neglect that whatever they receive from us, shines in their personality as they grow up.
      Thank you for stopping by Chicky (I absolutely loved your name & blog title <3)
      Let's rock the A to Z challenge together 😀

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    1. The yearning to be around our children every time they need us and balancing it with work deadlines can often stir up a tussle where winning is not an easy task.
      But yeah, as a parent we gotta try to strike a balance as best we can 😀

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  12. Your girl has an old soul that was gifted unto you to nurture your own, her remarks are soul searching indeed, I pray and wish upon you many cherished stolen moments in your busy days ahead. Mother daughter time is such treasure.

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    1. I have always felt on the same lines, but could never put that feeling to words as beautifully as you did 😀
      What you’ve written is exactly what I see unfolding in my life, every day 🙂
      Amen!
      Thank you dear for all the wonderful wishes ❤
      {Hugs}

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  13. I am never going to feel I give enough attention to my little girl. Quantitatively or qualitatively – it never feels enough. Anyway, I am glad you could change it positively 🙂 and can feel the difference in terms of her attention to you – that’s the nicest!

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  15. Not just the kids, every person close to you should have attention, spend time, else it is a robotic life that we live in today’s world. work, eat , sleep n so on.

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