We shall overcome

My darling Pari, From a long time or more correctly, from the time it became clear that we (you and I) couldn't continue being associated with your father, I have been panicked about you and your future. I used to spend sleepless nights worrying how will I take care of you all alone, as a …

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Acceptance

From the past many months I have been constantly looking for ways to help me seek peace. From eating healthy to regular exercise, from going out to concentrating on my future, from indulging in hobbies to trying to meditate and many others, I have tried most of the tips and tricks offered. Though they did …

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Same Pinch

My darling Pari, It's been a while since I wrote a letter to you. Though I often draft letters for you just to never see them reaching completion. Sweetie, you and I are in the same boat. The day you were born, I was re-born and ever since that day I am learning the ways …

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Bonding

The past 48 hours have been very painful but there is joy of a new bonding to allay the pain. It started on Monday evening when I was having dinner. Pari let out a loud scream followed by uncontrollable sobbing. The sobbing and crying continued for a good thirty minutes (which is very unusual, for I …

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You are my strength

My darling Pari, Be it your sweet gummy smile every time you see me or your patient wait while I dress you up, you never fail at surprising me.In my inexperienced mind, I had always harbored a picture, that I'll have to be patient once I have a baby of my own for babies are …

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